In loving memory of my beloved son, Jonathan Paul Pell who passed away October 21, 2009

There are no words to describe the heartache that I have, and the tears that still fall continuously.

It seems like yesterday that you were here with me, smiling, laughing and having a conversation, and then suddenly you were gone...

Leaving me shocked and devastated, I struggle every minute of every day, asking "why" and trying my best to go on.

Some people tell me that each day will get easier and my heart will start to heal, but that is not true, the pain is as deep right now as the day you were taken from me.

There is no heartache that compares to losing a child. Only those parents that have in the past truly understand.